I am Coming Home: ENDGAME SPOILERS LIKE WOW GUYS

[blind_devil]

Matt really didn't have time to process the fact that he'd been dead five years before an updated version of his armor was being shoved at him and the wizard guy was snapping at him to put it on. Hell he'd barely had time to process that Kate was standing next to him  before they were getting ready for battle. The only thing keeping him from losing his mind and senses was the fact he had one hand buried in Lucky's fur. His mind was racing thinking of everything and everyone he might have missed. The person most on his mind was Clint Barton.

They had been flirting on and off for months and now any chance he had might have been taken away by some insane purple grape with delusions of grander. And for a born and bred New Yorker like Matt that was a little bit too much to take. So when the portal in front of the three of them opened with a hiss, Matt Murdock, the Devil of Hell's Kitchen didn't hesitate, but charged right through ready to be an Avenger.

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[blind_devil]

"Forget the best guide dog ever no way," Matt says with a laugh against Clint's skin, "His bark is better echo location then mine."

[nexttarget]

Clint nods just breathing and enjoying the contact. "Need new hearing aids." He huffs before kissing Matt soft and easy. "We should probably get out of the shower." He snorts.

[blind_devil]

"I'm gonna need new everything," Matt says, "I doubt any of my clothes or my apartment is still in one piece this time."

[nexttarget]

Clint thinks for a moment even if he really doesn't have to, "You could always move in here." He says turning off the flow of water, and grabbing a towel starting to dry Matt's hair for him.

[blind_devil]

Matt goes still. "Did we just have our first kiss and decide to move in together on the same day," he asks quietly.

[nexttarget]

"We're naked in the shower,I think we skipped a couple of steps." Clint laughs, "Just waiting seems stupid now after..." Clint snaps his fingers. "I mean it's living together not getting married... what you're Catholic am I gonna have to marry you to blow you?" Clint grins at Matt.

[blind_devil]

Matt laughs softly. "At this point the church doesn't like to admit people like me aka bisexuals exist and since I don't plan on changing to make them happy because I love you. So yes I'll move in with you."

[nexttarget]

"Good." He says kissing Matt again fingers dancing over the other man's skin in soft affectionate touches. "Wonder if we can get delivery yet." He laughs into the side of Matt's neck.

[blind_devil]

Matt laughs softly. "I hope so because the way things are going and I don't want to leave the apartment," he says, "I don't know about you."

[nexttarget]

"Feeling like I want to crawl into bed for a month." He nods as he pulls on a t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants. "Don't think I've really slept slept in the last five years." He says easily a bit of sadness to his voice.

[blind_devil]

Matt nuzzles Clint. "Then let's sleep first for as long as you need okay. We can get food after we wake up."

[nexttarget]

Clint wraps his arms around Matt for a long moment giving the man a firm squeeze. "Gonna have to be my ears until I can get new hearing aids." He says easily, as they start to shuffle toward the bed.

[blind_devil]

"Always," Matt says warmly, "just like you are my eyes when I need you to be."

[nexttarget]

Clint smiles and pulls Matt into bed wrapping his arms around his fellow Avenger. "Thanks Batty." He mumurs nuzzling into Matt's neck.

[blind_devil]

Matt yawns too. "Always Hawk. That's why we work."

[nexttarget]

Clint falls into a deep sleep for what feels like the first time in five years, his arms wrapped around Matt on leg draped over the other man his nose pressed into the crook of Matt's neck.

Within a few hours, Clint starts to twitch with a nightmare.

[blind_devil]

Hyper sensitive to movement Matt wakes up and keeps himself completely wrapped around Clint wanting to offer him comfort no matter what.

[nexttarget]

Clint starts screaming in his sleep for Natasha fighting wake up trashing in the bed a cold sweat starting to soak through the sheets.

[blind_devil]

"Hey Hawk, hey it's okay I'm here it's okay," Matt soothes as he hangs onto Clint and takes the kicks with ease.

[nexttarget]

Clint wakes up with a start wild-eyed looking around the room before breaking down into a sobbing fit.

[blind_devil]

Matt hangs onto Clint letting him sob and let out all his pain.

[nexttarget]

Clint leans into Matt as he sobs and then starts to cough his ribs ache, and it's not long before he can taste the metallic of blood in his mouth from the coughing. "It should have been me."

[blind_devil]

Matt can smell blood and reaches for his phone calling Bruce with a quick swipe. "Hey Hawk don't....don't think like that okay...."

[nexttarget]

"I tried to make it be me." He admits shaking his head coughing again. "You didn't have to call Jolly Green." He frowns.

[blind_devil]

"You are coughing up blood Hawk," muttered Matt, "and speaking as one who had a building fall on them too that hurts."